Thursday, March 25, 2010

Finding the line; riding with my daughter

It's funny how things come to these places where you find you are looking for the lines in two totally different parts of your life.

My last two outings with Cibolo I'd not been feeling like things were quite right. I would come home feeling that I was missing the mark. But I wasn't sure what it was. I was in the round pen and getting so much attitude at the canter I had to bend him and really get on him. And I knew that it got to that point because I missed something smaller much earlier.

But what?

I read something in a horse trainer email I get that said never letting your horse graze. I'd been doing our walk arounds as some quiet time and I thought is that where I've been messing up? I thought again about the conflicting information we get in horsemanship. I know that consistency is essential, but I wondered if hand walking him over to graze was really so horrible. It didn't make sense. Other people I knew and respected would graze their horses, they didn't worry over it, they rode endurance and you let your horse graze because you must. Somehow it didn't "ruin" the horse.

But something was wrong, I knew it.

I wondered what it was. Then Horse and Rider came in the mail, and in it Clinton Anderson talks about not making the mistake of letting your emotions shortchange your horse.

And I got it. Because I was getting what I wanted in the relationship - petting, loving - but in the end I wasn't giving Cibolo what he needed in the relationship the last two days - confidence that comes, it seems, from my show of strength or stern attitude.

So today when I went back out, this time with my daughter, I took a firmer line.

My daughter and I are looking for the line too. She's at the stage where she's venturing away and back, still interested in what I have to say, yet making it clear that this is her time to explore independence. She's young, but her body races ahead, she looks 14 at age 11 and she carries herself older as well. But she still feels like a child inside, and somehow understands the contradiction of this time of her life.

We saddled up together, it's a dream of mine to ride with her, for us to just have fun together, and it becomes something different from what it's been before. We're mother and daughter one moment, friends another, laughing and trying different things with our horses.

Lily needed some firmness, so did Cibolo, and both horses responded to us perfectly after the firm no nonsense tone was set. I felt the relief in them both - these rules they know. Heads dropped, softness in attitude came into place.

We ride around the trails, taking it easy on their shoeless feet, riding only for 45 minutes. We find an open area with little shrubs and play follow the leader, making up patterns between the shrubs, figure 8s and backing exercises.

We did some click and treat targeting back at the barn as fun for both us (we do this with the dogs at home) and the horses, a reward for a fun ride. Lily is quicker than Cibolo, something that amuses and thrills Sierra.

And we were both reluctant for the time to end, for the sun to set, for the dust to rise behind us like a dim wave as we drive home.

Today is a day I want to remember forever and ever.

7 comments:

Leah Fry said...

That was a good article. I think it's the overall attitude we take toward them rather than the specifics (like letting the horse graze). Jaz will "ask" or wait until I stop and give him his head. Poco demands — and I say no every time. When he stops demanding and is compliant, then and only then will I allow it.

I made this mistake a lot in the beginning. Fortunately, it's not permanent and is easily fixable.

Kate said...

Sounds like an amazing day in many different ways!

Gail said...

A perfect day

morningbrayfarm said...

Beautifully told. :)

Wolfie said...

What a wonderful day! A 'treasure' day, for both of you I'm sure. I hope you have many more with your daughter. I love making memories.

My instructor often reminds me that I pet Gem too much during lesson and that I should be sterner and show confidence. You have reminded me that I may be shortchanging Gem. So much to learn!!

Jocelyn said...

thats awesome ~!
HEres to many many more days like that!

Anne Coyle said...

As a longtime, rider, parent, and teacher, I applaud your realization and your willingness to apply it. As our horses and our children outgrow their childish ways and begin expanding into new territories, we find it so much easier to put aside their outgrown kids riding breeches and fundamental schooling routines to replace them with more appropriate apparel and activities. How much more difficult to allow ourselves the mental shift that must come with allowing those around us to grow. Your daughter and your horse are blessed.